Much more then - page 2. + DOWNFALL.

Well i did know well that my friends next day will continue to play that to us all so exciting game without me. And I did begun to look for new friends. Kids who were more less in same predicament as me. STREET KIDS as me.
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And so with new friends I did begun to get in more downfall experiences. From conflicts with law to more bad marks in school. I did fail grade four two times in the row. And Educators suggested for me to be transferred in to Special School. Since my mother did go to work and my father drinking. Then it was up to my grandmother again to go with me to school. She did explain to everybody my situation at home. But it did not help. To me Special School ment end of my life. My world my all prospects for future. End of everything.
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I did wanted to be something or someone in my life. But notion of special school history ment to me that I would come to be an second class citizen. Joke to everyone.
All I did need was just little stability in life. Chance to get some sleep at night. And solid decent food.
But I was still just a kid and I had no voice and so authorities did decide for me.
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Special School was an eye opener for me. Majority of guys were there one step from the Reform School. My classmates were masturbating openly in class simply it was a circus a la imitation of educational institution.
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One thing do our Special School was located near to the hotel where my mother was working. So I became to be able to go there for lunches after school. Anything for fresh food.
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I did learn to skip school more often. And one thing I am glad today that once I did made my decision to go to school instead of not.
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One day our teacher told us that our class will be attending an concert in near bye theater. Well to me it did sound exciting because at the time I had an aunt and uncle who were childless and who made  a deal with my parents for me to  go live with them 3 days a week on the weekend.
They were much better off financially then my parents. My uncle was bit intellectual and he did teach me love for classical music.
In that concert by Ivan Kawaciuk we were told that concert guitarist who was on stage was also once attending Special School like we were.
Eventually after finishing school he went to do in the evenings to do his normal school then after he did his high school in the evenings and in the end he went to university to study classical guitar.
At the end of the we were told to stay in school  do our best and that some of us will achieve our life goals as well that he did.
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It did blast me away. Suddenly I had some prospects for my future in life.
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When they did placed me in to special school they did place me in to grade six where I would have under normal circumstances did supposed to be.. Those days in grade 8 was last year of normal education. And so when it came time to decide for me my new future again I did wanted to go in the evening to do my normal schooling.
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Well difference between me and that Concert Guitarist was in that I was not restricted in to the wheelchair as did he. And again authorities did decide for my future to go in to the { SPECIAL VOCATIONAL INSTITUTE } .
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It became to be an lowest point in my life.